Monthly Archives: November 2002

the last three days have been very unproductive. days just pass by, and time flies, and yet, i feel its all getting nowhere. i have a lot of work to do, to which i will return after making this post. … Continue reading →

a community got to be too much for me and i quit. (the “deleted comments are mine, i deleted them later…over here for more details.) i had never posted there and today i did, my mistake, shouldnt have bothered to … Continue reading →

i am fine. there is no end to thinking about things. i have to put an end to thinking about things. everything will turn out fine, or i will learn to live with things as they do turn out. i … Continue reading →

yes, dearest, i got drunk today. dont get mad, or do, if you so wish, but this was after 2 weeks, and i couldnt do any better. allow me my outlets. was feeling lonely so went out and watched the … Continue reading →

when good old hindi music is playing in the background and something happens that changes the locus standi on its head when you feel releived, when you wonder what all the worrying was about – then you feel good about … Continue reading →

whooooooopie. my systolic counter WORKS. finally. i just removed a function and put it in the main body of the program, and BINGO!! man, nothing matters now, not the fever, or the headache…. and i got a very neat postcard

i have the flu, or at least a fever. i slept at 7 pm and woke up at 2 in the night with a fever. a cup of tea and some medicine later i feel better. I hope i get … Continue reading →

just in case i forget to write this down later, i met dr.turgut for the first time regarding her being my advisor. she said she cant give anything in writing until i take her course and impress her. she is … Continue reading →

Ohne hast, aber ohne rast. without haste, but without rest. wolfgang goethe. thats the way i should work.