Carthik Sharma

Carthik: now i am thinking of buying a dig camera
hashishbrahman: how are exams ..
Carthik: aiyyo, too many things on my mind
hashishbrahman: same shit as it used to be in india ??
hashishbrahman: mugging and vomiting ??
Carthik: well, i dont know, there are no regular answers to some questions, have to wait till i see the marks to know if i did well
Carthik: no its lot easier…
hashishbrahman: easier ??
hashishbrahman: strange ..
hashishbrahman: dey …. i wuld like to give u a suggestion ..
Carthik: like many multiple chice, and some subjective, but the longest answer will be about 4 sentences, 1/3rd of a page
hashishbrahman: this happend to me ..
Carthik: tell me, i am all ears
hashishbrahman: when i got money in my disposal ..
hashishbrahman: i went on a buying spree ..
Carthik: hmm
hashishbrahman: bought all that i ever wanted ..
Carthik: yes, go on
hashishbrahman: now i realise that ..
hashishbrahman: most
hashishbrahman: of it was just a fad .. and was avoidable ..
hashishbrahman: i wuld tell u to just hold on ..
hashishbrahman: gather money for some time .. may be some months ..
hashishbrahman: then .. u will be clearer in what u want to do with the money ..
hashishbrahman: what i feel … u must be astonished by this … i spent arround 30 k .. in what i now consider useless ..
hashishbrahman: thats some money ..
hashishbrahman: so .. hang onnnnn ..
Carthik: hmm, but i think that the earlier i buy, the more i will use it, like the camera….
Carthik: i dont have one now…
hashishbrahman:
hashishbrahman: just thought that i wuld tell u this thats it ..
Carthik: well, aiyyo, i feel guilty when i think of buying, then i think, what the hell, i wont be young forever
hashishbrahman: me not saying in particular about cam or comp ..
hashishbrahman: me saying abt small small things that u dont care .
hashishbrahman: spending on ..
Carthik: yes, i understand, i was thinking the same….i thought i wont buy anything major in the forst 4 months, then i bot the computer…..i read so many reviews as part of a literature review in my architecture class that i went nuts and bot the athlon xp
hashishbrahman: then when u take a look at it after may be 5-6 months down the line .. u think it was a complete waste …
Carthik: you know what i spend a lot of money on eating outside….about 6-7 dollars a day, typically….
hashishbrahman: so take care ..
hashishbrahman: ayyyyoooo ..
Carthik: hmmm , i will
hashishbrahman: thats way tooo higj ..
Carthik: cant resist it, have a coffee, a pizza in the afternoon, a small snack in the evening, thing is we cook only in the night, no one has time to cook n the day
Carthik: and cant come home in the afternoon at times
hashishbrahman: okie .. understand ..
Carthik: but i dont know how others manage without this, can save a LOT of money if i take lunch with me
Carthik: but cornflakes in the morning and bread for lunch leaves me starving
Carthik: hmmm
Carthik: ok, so hows chithra?
hashishbrahman: take some sandwiches ..
hashishbrahman: ohh ..
hashishbrahman: get the point ..
hashishbrahman: take a refil of coffee with u ..
Carthik: my stomach is also giving problems…..havent got the health insurance papers yet, so cant go to the clinic
Carthik: i have to buy a flask, yes….
hashishbrahman: she is finee .. she must be enjoying her engg … i guess .. not talked with her for a week …
Carthik: thing is, if i were an RA i would get my own room, where i can buy and put a small microwave…but i am just a TA now
hashishbrahman: okie .. dey … i guess .. what u save there gets magnified 50 time here ..
hashishbrahman: u will get there ..
hashishbrahman: but be patient ..
Carthik: thats the whole point, it makes you feel guilty to spend, whatever else you may think….
hashishbrahman: hmmm ..
hashishbrahman: dey …. pineee … may be it will take some soul searching ….. i will ask u this … are u happy there ?
Carthik: define happy
hashishbrahman: peace with urself ..
hashishbrahman: about what u are doing ..
Carthik: i have personal problems with roommates, the academic life is good, but a bit too fast….
hashishbrahman: hmm ..
hashishbrahman: okie so u lonely ??
Carthik: i am not totally at peace with myself, but thats due to procrastination, lack of planning, and lack of control
hashishbrahman: hmm ..
Carthik: otherwise its ok, i miss the company of real friends, and it feels ood to know that a majority of the population are so different from you that you can never be close friends with them….
Carthik: take a mental photo of me now, and you will get the sameold carthik, just a bit financially better off, with a little more options on how to spend money
hashishbrahman:
hashishbrahman: am happy abt that ..
hashishbrahman: but u will be much better ..
hashishbrahman: much much better .
hashishbrahman: once u sought out some few things here and there ..
hashishbrahman: u knwo what u want .. but its just the trouble that u are facing initially ..
Carthik: dont really want to be any better off, better for me now is to have a meaning daily relationship, and an interest sustaining research problem
hashishbrahman: u will and must come over it ..
hashishbrahman:
Carthik: yes, i have no choice but to be disciplined, and yet, i am as disorganised as ever
hashishbrahman:
Carthik: not really, now i work a LOT more….have to, good system, without your knowing it your efficiency increases many-fold
hashishbrahman: okie i have to undergo that experience to know it . .
Carthik: thank you for asking me that, i needed someone to ask me that….
hashishbrahman: thank you .. thats a strange word ..
hashishbrahman:
Carthik: no da, really its just that i wanted to day “nee kettathu nannachu” thats all

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